Eve of Christmas

Feeling so empty this year for Christmas.

2015 is coming to an end as well and it just doesn’t seems so real. As much  as I wish for time to slow down so that I can spend more time with my family and friends, time doesn’t work that way. In fact I have so much worries for 2016 before it even begins. That whole new year feels. In a blink of an eye, this year can end and hello 2016. That 1 second is determining everything. I’m so sad that it has to end when I haven’t even got the chance to live my life fully, you know, so that everyday will be well spend. I wonder what the future holds for me.

Just that night, we had  a thrash talk and it got me saying too much of what I really felt deep down inside, just that I didn’t not say it in details….It’s like what answer am I seeking from this talk? I just don’t know. The rage inside me has already been unleashed that I find it pointless to repeat. My hope for 2016, PASSION to make me stay alive here. The bond within us should be strong as ever.